Hanging in there
Somehow after the 3 months break after the toughest semester yet i have endured through this University life. I am still struggling very hard just to get hold of myself of why the reason of me doing all of this in NUS.
I have not totally understood my real reason behind doing all of this stuff but even through writing all of this even those previous post. I still could not know what is going through my head. As for now, it really felt like i am doing this for the sake of doing it just to obtain the world most expensive paper. In addition, this felt like i have lost my passion for architecture.
Honestly speaking, i got no idea what i really want to do right now as for this moment. I got a very inspirational portfolio but what is the point when you are doing something you do not want your life to be in that way. I really hate the fact that I am seeing that the things i love doing is now the things i hate doing right now.
As for this moment, i better wake up my idea as for this new semester coming ahead. I better find my answers quickly before i really regret every single thing that i have done so far will just be for nothing or even worst, going down the waste.
What an ironic for someone like me has everything planned. I hope this 1 month of soul-searching will help me see the light in everything I have pushed so far is worth it. And i hope everything will come to my senses.
I have not totally understood my real reason behind doing all of this stuff but even through writing all of this even those previous post. I still could not know what is going through my head. As for now, it really felt like i am doing this for the sake of doing it just to obtain the world most expensive paper. In addition, this felt like i have lost my passion for architecture.
Honestly speaking, i got no idea what i really want to do right now as for this moment. I got a very inspirational portfolio but what is the point when you are doing something you do not want your life to be in that way. I really hate the fact that I am seeing that the things i love doing is now the things i hate doing right now.
As for this moment, i better wake up my idea as for this new semester coming ahead. I better find my answers quickly before i really regret every single thing that i have done so far will just be for nothing or even worst, going down the waste.
What an ironic for someone like me has everything planned. I hope this 1 month of soul-searching will help me see the light in everything I have pushed so far is worth it. And i hope everything will come to my senses.
