Saturday, September 05, 2015

Back to School NUS

As most already knew that after i ORD from the Army i went for a short vacation before i start my university studies. After the Vacation i was really busy with trying to get myself back in the line of body clock to be able to stay up all night to do my work and of cause trying to read up more stuff of architecture as for me to learn and get back in track of architecture as i have to step up my game in university.

Time management here is really not just upping by a level, its more than a level is like 3x the amount comparing to Polytechnic life. Back in SP there are things call GEMs aka General Electives Modules which are part and puzzle of a tertiary student life where we have to take this modules so that we can graduate. Back in SP we get to choose what GEMs we wanted but as for NUS here we got 1 compulsory module where every single one of us have to take it !

After going through those electures and stuff, it feels as thou i register for the wrong course or school as it got nothing to do with my course or the things i am learning currently. It was more like burden to my work as the workload kept piling up forever and it's really high right now and im at my brim of limit soon at some time i feel like giving up and i feel like just fuck it and just submit as i get the criteria done, but at second thoughts if i dont push myself now, the next time if there is any harder or tougher spot that i could be in i will nv be able to solve or overcome it. As all tough spot i am in right now i will take it as a learning spot or experience whether i fail or not i would say like before, at least i put up a hell-outta fight with my life trying to get something out of it and able to push my limit a little further so that i can work more under pressure.

Other courses like English modules are a pain in the ass, it was really annoying as there are some online requirement or commitment to be done online via online discussion it's really lame when u come to think of it. Like seriously ? Most of us will be like im just here to be like do and fuck off and i will nv want to do this shit again !

Ultimately, i really regretted coming all the way to NUS because of all this burden or a nicely way to put it will be extra modules are actually unnecessary as for the course im studying. But you i think of it as another way where if in overseas its about the same comparing to NUS it will be no different. Looking at my financial capital, i cant regret or complain much as i do not have enough for me to travel overseas for overseas studies and looking on the bright side, i get to see my family and close friends more often so they could be there for me when im at my toughest times.

I would really hope to do more blogger and keep this blog alive as much as possible at every free time or recess week i have as at for now it shall be a tough busy semester every week till recess week then i got a little bit of a rest/break time for me and the rest of my friends to take.