Laziness or Feeling of giving up
Even since i came back to California, i been like this wanna do work but hardly could really think of what i really wanted. Tried to do and sit there for hours coming up with nothing, WHAT HAPPEN TO MY DESIGN THINKING JUICE !!
Even so im designing something really stupid sometimes, which makes no sense, it is like designing this thing for the sake of doing my work and not caring much ! At the same time is like once u reached a hiccups part where u occurred to be in a situation like quite hard to resolved, u tend to think of quitting of what u been doing for the past 2 or 3 years.
Maybe that is just me where i like to do this really different and must finish it fast and move on to another type of stuff ! Im just not used to the same old things going over and over again ! Knowing that this is my final year and having it less then only half a year left to go, i have to endure this ordeal my way through whether by hook or crook i have to knowing i only have a stupid NITEC cert that can lead me to no where on earth !
I could only encourage myself that i will finished this poly with full of pride and leaving in no shame to say i am a graduated of a Singapore Polytechnic student no longer a ITE, Normal Technical or EM3 student because all of this doesnt matter anymore when everyone just focus on what you are specialised in today !
Till next time guys....
Even i been through lots of shit this year i will still try my best to finished where i started ! No worries to my friends who are still reading my blog !
Even so im designing something really stupid sometimes, which makes no sense, it is like designing this thing for the sake of doing my work and not caring much ! At the same time is like once u reached a hiccups part where u occurred to be in a situation like quite hard to resolved, u tend to think of quitting of what u been doing for the past 2 or 3 years.
Maybe that is just me where i like to do this really different and must finish it fast and move on to another type of stuff ! Im just not used to the same old things going over and over again ! Knowing that this is my final year and having it less then only half a year left to go, i have to endure this ordeal my way through whether by hook or crook i have to knowing i only have a stupid NITEC cert that can lead me to no where on earth !
I could only encourage myself that i will finished this poly with full of pride and leaving in no shame to say i am a graduated of a Singapore Polytechnic student no longer a ITE, Normal Technical or EM3 student because all of this doesnt matter anymore when everyone just focus on what you are specialised in today !
Till next time guys....
Even i been through lots of shit this year i will still try my best to finished where i started ! No worries to my friends who are still reading my blog !
