Monday, December 26, 2011

How I stopped procrastination

When im at year 1 in Poly.... i tend to work hard... give it my all for whatever i have done just to land myself into Poly and now...
Im still procrastinating... not say im those bloody hardcore dude who just do work all day long and like to slack, play games, watch movies etc.

Yes i actually kinda those type of people that i just wanted to have a easy life and i know easy life doesnt come easily unless u give in some sacrifices.

As for me case, where maybe you have read about my post about my life "From Nothing to Something" i wrote about my life that how stupid i landed up in the wrong companies and mixing with those type of people. Honestly speaking i didnt regretted mixing with them then making myself feel like a nerd with no life but just study all day long where i still learn how to relax and go out with friends chill out and have a couple of booze to slack and drink together.
Of cause during BBQ parties or outing where people come together just to have some booze, it wont make you look like a loser where you say... I cannot drink my parents dont allow, the fact is your turning into adulthood soon and you still holding back because your parents think your not mature enough to drink ?! Im not saying that parents are entirely wrong about their parenting controls but the fact they controlled too much about being a good kid of what should you do and not.

As for me i just think, smoking is a fucking waste of money where it seriously could say up lots of money if you don smoke ! Drinking for me is very occasionally where i wanna i drink or when there is a party or celebration for most of the time.
Drug is a hell no for me where it can ruin your life badly....
Point is.... I learned how to relaxed myself when i need to...
And how do i actually get my ass back to work when im such a lazy ass idiot who just like to slack most of his time doing nothing and staring at the screen of the computer ?

I have wasted most of my time in the past staring at the screen of the computer playing games and i reflect on the thing i have do in the past and those actions is the reason why i am fighting so hard now.
The reason is simple.... This is my very last chances to study my ass off education life and this could be my very last.... I do not know how well can i do just to get my ass into University and the fact is i do not know how long can i last in learning something where im already 21 on the year 2012.

It's not about it is a must just to study in school !
It's not about going into the best University !
It's not about how well your results turned out to be !
It's about reflecting on your actions !
It's about where your background comes from !?

And most importantly !!!
It's able the people you spent with in school that make your school life awesome !!