Something bothering me for Years
Not a big deal.... To most of my friends i should say ba... Applied mostly to my Sec sch classmates....
Organising something isnt really hard... Is just a phone call away just to check who and who is free....
Some organiser tried to do a event but fail.... Those organiser confronted me and say... You guys give me more face then he/she....
I do not know is this true or not... Or maybe I just dont wanna know... If it is... I thanks everyone RIGHT HERE then... THANK YOU !! for those supported me ok ?!
But you should know im always a man of my word... Once i said something i want or dont want to do.... I shall keep it a promise and i will do it by all means...
Through this 2 years, i know alot of people supported me for what they ask me for and what im able to organised... Through so many events i did...
I hardly enjoyed, because im like a host im not even there to play or have fun... Putting me in the hard spot, for doing things right or not....
What i totally meant was.... I did it for you guys not for myself.... I didnt organise a event just to earn you Respect that i should gain from.... I did it because you guys asked me to... Some i did it, because i think you guys deserve to be treated as a friend !
I swear again and again... repeatedly saying... i will not do a single event for anyone else anymore.... And i dont think anyone get the message of it yet !
And all i could only see is... A organiser is trying a effort to bring the class together, and nothing turns out to surprise me yet....
Why at all time, when i wanna something to happen it could happen, why when all times i suggest something, it will happen. WHY at all times when it doesnt suppose to be done by me... it has done...
What im trying to say here is.... My New year resolution !
TOTAL HANDS OFF FROM SEC SCH MATES GATHERING / EVENTS ! YOU GUYS WANNA IT !! OWNSELVES GO DO IT !
For a fucking TWO years PLUS !! Everything was either planned, organised or suggested by me... I been wondering if all of this 3 stuff, has nv been brought up by me SOME HOW !!
This fucking two years... I guess no one even would make a move on any events or organised something up....
I could now only say....
This class has never been UNITED !
This class is FALLING APART like a huge rumble !
This class has NO HOPE so far !
TRY PROOF ME WRONG ! Thanks !
Organising something isnt really hard... Is just a phone call away just to check who and who is free....
Some organiser tried to do a event but fail.... Those organiser confronted me and say... You guys give me more face then he/she....
I do not know is this true or not... Or maybe I just dont wanna know... If it is... I thanks everyone RIGHT HERE then... THANK YOU !! for those supported me ok ?!
But you should know im always a man of my word... Once i said something i want or dont want to do.... I shall keep it a promise and i will do it by all means...
Through this 2 years, i know alot of people supported me for what they ask me for and what im able to organised... Through so many events i did...
I hardly enjoyed, because im like a host im not even there to play or have fun... Putting me in the hard spot, for doing things right or not....
What i totally meant was.... I did it for you guys not for myself.... I didnt organise a event just to earn you Respect that i should gain from.... I did it because you guys asked me to... Some i did it, because i think you guys deserve to be treated as a friend !
I swear again and again... repeatedly saying... i will not do a single event for anyone else anymore.... And i dont think anyone get the message of it yet !
And all i could only see is... A organiser is trying a effort to bring the class together, and nothing turns out to surprise me yet....
Why at all time, when i wanna something to happen it could happen, why when all times i suggest something, it will happen. WHY at all times when it doesnt suppose to be done by me... it has done...
What im trying to say here is.... My New year resolution !
TOTAL HANDS OFF FROM SEC SCH MATES GATHERING / EVENTS ! YOU GUYS WANNA IT !! OWNSELVES GO DO IT !
For a fucking TWO years PLUS !! Everything was either planned, organised or suggested by me... I been wondering if all of this 3 stuff, has nv been brought up by me SOME HOW !!
This fucking two years... I guess no one even would make a move on any events or organised something up....
I could now only say....
This class has never been UNITED !
This class is FALLING APART like a huge rumble !
This class has NO HOPE so far !
TRY PROOF ME WRONG ! Thanks !
