Friday, September 25, 2009

Let's Talk about "ME"

18 year old... A official young adult age.... (Dun get mistaken it is NOT my birthday)
May think a little more grown up or uncle pattern now already... Or maybe some find me uncle already... Gosh...
Im a person very easily satisfied ! Big events or not.... Presents or no presents.... I dun really bother im just satisfied with the person who come itself it is a present to me already.... But if u come with something i will really appreciate it alot !
Invited or not I dun really bother but if in the past i did something for you... Nothing in return to me is nothing but not inviting me for your special occasion... That is a problem to me !

I envy other people for their style of life... But i just stood still & tell myself i will just accept my fate for my life.... Life is like a journey to no where.... You nv knew where your going & the trouble ahead of you...

I love to live my life as simple as possible but i find it hard.... Because in this world is ruin by cold hard cash ! So life is quite hard for me ! Everyone love to enjoy their life as much as possible but didnt knowing the trouble for getting the money ! And nv even consider about others feelings and trouble....

Planning a event is a piece of cake to me.... but the event itself, is you guys control it... Not me... If i control you guys complain im being bossy / say it is bored ! So better off... You guys make the decision of the event itself !! Too bad... I only do events to people who deserves my capability to organise a event !
Calling of people -- It is a thing that you can or cannot make it... Not who is there who is not ! I dun entertain this kinda of question.... Most hated part is the calling of people who nv pick up phone calls... I usually call twice or thrice or sms.... After that it is up to you to return a call back to me.... Excuse back to me is always you nv notice me... BULLSHIT !


Points I want as a friend to have is always Loyalty & Respect... As for good friends all i need is brotherhood.... Nv like to have a friend who only know how to make noise kpkb showing no respect for the people given up so much time just to do it for you as a friend....
I treat almost everyone the same.... I can be very good and I can be very very bad ! I dun treat people just nice !
People who dun show respect - Very very bad
People as a friend to me - very good
People as a brother to me - damn good

The less focus on others flaw, the more they see your beauty...
A phase got out from the website !
Lets get my talking alittle more serious !

Family to me is number 1 ! But I rather hang out more with my friends !
Friends is like a family to me too ! rather more fun to be with at all times ....
If I promise to hang out with friends 1st... Family say got dinner... I will not attend ! If it is for the elder... Or praying a respect... I will cancel off my meeting !
My respect to pass away elders / family is too much to be describe....
Whatever comes 1st I promise to be there, I will be there... Im a man of my words unless it is family issues !
I used say to myself, my family knew nothing about me ! My friends knew everything about me ! Because i find myself closer to my friends !

I always have this dream.... More like day dreaming.... I stare into space and I picturing myself with my friends together happily spending time at a place with no troubles... Peaceful environment.... Beautiful view of ocean & trees... And the wonderful Zephyr.... Living in simple life in a house having fun everyday together with the same old people ! And freeze that moment as long as possible !


Conclusion : Im not trying to ask for a repay for what i did in the past... Im asking for you guys to recall what i did for you in the past and more importantly ! To know what kinda person I am !
Stop looking into people mistake, Look at the nice points....
Before you speak, LISTEN. Before you write, THINK. Before you CRITICIZE, WAIT.

Perhaps you would like to tell me what is the nice points you think of me some day =)
Or opinion of me....