Bad feelings

I think my internet connection is gonna get cut soon . I think my father didnt really have save much money for the bills .... wonder wad is he doing....
Jus wanna spend my times with my wife here .... as much as possible before the internet gets cut ! And i got no idea when will it comes back after it got cut maybe 1 month, 2 month, 3 month / never !! For this time ..... i got no idea what the fuck my father is doing with his moneys.....