My phobia.....
Phobia of love ......
I finally felt the true fear .
Now it has became my very worst phobia .
How / who will help me to overcome it ?
After wad she did, the feeling is totally like DEAD! the phobia is back . I guess i will hardly love someone from today onwards due to this phobia .
I have seen enough !
The bad remarks .
The way heaven is treating me .
The way she ignores me .
The way she act in front of me .
The things i bother to care about & it just let me see somethings tt i wont wanted to see .
I just afraid tt i will smoke again after some stress after the chalet after seeing too many things going on . I stop smoking for a very long time already & i told myself not to smoke after having the last stick & took 1 week MC , after stopping smoking .
I finally felt the true fear .
Now it has became my very worst phobia .
How / who will help me to overcome it ?
After wad she did, the feeling is totally like DEAD! the phobia is back . I guess i will hardly love someone from today onwards due to this phobia .
I have seen enough !
The bad remarks .
The way heaven is treating me .
The way she ignores me .
The way she act in front of me .
The things i bother to care about & it just let me see somethings tt i wont wanted to see .
I just afraid tt i will smoke again after some stress after the chalet after seeing too many things going on . I stop smoking for a very long time already & i told myself not to smoke after having the last stick & took 1 week MC , after stopping smoking .
