This feeling..........

Since 4 years ago, tt feeling had ended for me. But now, it's back again.
The feeling tt is unexplainable. The feeling tt make me confusing, think of something else alot & keep staring into space.
As wad im doing now, im staring into space. Thinking of something else, not even sure wad im thinking of even!! So confusing. I wish this will come to an end.

*sigh..... * let tis feeling be gone..... asap..... and i only know there is 2 ways.
Express my feelings / Changing my personality.