Tuesday, April 21, 2015

ATEC

Next week is the week that defines what we have done for the last 1 year plus.All those training and the tough times we have done is put to the test. Some of us will push to the extreme limit to see how much we wanna fight for this very last field camp of this 2 years time in the NS so another way round.
As for me, i cant wait for this field camp to start and be over and done with. At the same time i dont wanna be at the field camp because it really sucks to not have proper food, sleep and shower for 5 days straight living with insects and creepy crawlers for days out in the jungle or forest.

Its gonna be hell outta a field camp which gonna sucks gonna be real tough and one shit we will not ever forget. So many outfields and field camps for this 2 years, some are pure "tekan" some are just what needed to be done cant imagine how many hours and nights each day goes by for every field camp. We all aint here because we want to but we are here because we have to, for whatever reason, im still saying this im wasting my 2 years time with this bunch of people stuck with the same situation as me.

Will be away till May, and yes i know its gonna be a long week and night for all of us. Its gonna be tough and hot and wet depending on the weather recently they are giving towards us we all gonna suffer this faith whether wet hot and miserable.

Till i came back from ATEC.
I seriously cant wait to finish NS and start University to get back to the friends i used to work together back in Poly.

Sunday, April 05, 2015

Final 2 months

Finally the moments me and my BMT friends and others are waiting for the time we been waiting for to countdown to ORD !

Shit goes down more then those happy times, spending those screw up moments tgt all the shag and tough times together that no one will ever gonna understand us except for infantry people. Anxiously waiting to go back to school although deep down inside us we dont wanna go back to school but dying to get out of this hell hole. Every single day waking up to this thinking "AH... How many more days left for me to waking up in this miserable place".

They often said... "Tough times never last, but tough people do." by Robert H.Sculler. But i think, Time is Tougher to Pass, its what it represent us for 1 year 10 months. Some people said it just a blink of an eye but its easier said then done, its more then just a blink of an eye sometimes.

Although it feels very fast and it feels just like we enlisted every other yesterday, its still tough to pass by every single day knowing u still got another tomorrow of shit load coming at you, negative thinking, dying thoughts, AWOL thoughts, migrating to other country and never return back to SG.

Seriously if you didnt have any of those thoughts of the above method, i got no idea where your brain when to. For people who wanted to sign on, i got no idea where your brains left it at. Cause you just wasted you/your parents money big time, they work so hard to feed you to get you to Poly/University and then u sign on and all your education all just flush into the toilet bowl in an instant.

Hey, im not trying to flame the interest of yours being patriotic, im just saying my thoughts. Gonna finish the last field camp once and for all and ORD in just approx 2 months time.

Until then i guess it will be after my field camp or before milestone parade. Best of luck to me and my friends, stay safe be safe lets ORD safely.