Almost 1 Year in NS
Lots of people said during NS times they changed alot... Your temper, personality, helpfulness, leadership... And maybe many more...
I dont know whether am i going crazy or something or what... But i dont think NS is changing me anyhow or what... The responsibility of tasking has always been the same because i think i am this way already, when the task is given i execute as according even before NS.
After closed to a year inside the NS, i feel that my temper is starting to worsen, leadership means nothing inside here where they say i give you the chance to show your leadership skills. Yeah right... Trying to suggests something smart always get shot down real hard... NO!! This isnt NS politically correct... LOL! every time i hear some stupid reply or answer like tt or the orders they gave it makes themselves and myself feel so dumb...
Yet every single time i convinced & asked myself the same old question "Have i learned anything during my near 1 year of NS service" I think most of the people answers will be "No!".
Honestly speaking, Architecture had help me a lot, and i think that it makes me a smarter person. It makes me think 3 step ahead every single time i think of something. Most of the time but not all the time, after all im a average joe im not more then a genius if not i wont have a shitty choices of words and writing skills.
Ok you must be wondering if i saying im a smart ass why the hell am i just a freaking Infantry Soldier as a Lance Cooperal rank ?! My answer is i choose it ! Why the hack ?! I find it pointless to be doing so well in the NS when your leadership skills is more like a freaking template like Microsoft Powerpoint. All you need to do is pick a template and all the Powerpoint slides is beautiful like you did freaking alot to it but all u did was just a freaking click of a button... Lmao...
Im not trying to criticized or anything but im just saying out loud that the people are so used to the regimes you always tend to forget what a normal civilian life is like or the way to react or speak.
I dont know whether am i going crazy or something or what... But i dont think NS is changing me anyhow or what... The responsibility of tasking has always been the same because i think i am this way already, when the task is given i execute as according even before NS.
After closed to a year inside the NS, i feel that my temper is starting to worsen, leadership means nothing inside here where they say i give you the chance to show your leadership skills. Yeah right... Trying to suggests something smart always get shot down real hard... NO!! This isnt NS politically correct... LOL! every time i hear some stupid reply or answer like tt or the orders they gave it makes themselves and myself feel so dumb...
Yet every single time i convinced & asked myself the same old question "Have i learned anything during my near 1 year of NS service" I think most of the people answers will be "No!".
Honestly speaking, Architecture had help me a lot, and i think that it makes me a smarter person. It makes me think 3 step ahead every single time i think of something. Most of the time but not all the time, after all im a average joe im not more then a genius if not i wont have a shitty choices of words and writing skills.
Ok you must be wondering if i saying im a smart ass why the hell am i just a freaking Infantry Soldier as a Lance Cooperal rank ?! My answer is i choose it ! Why the hack ?! I find it pointless to be doing so well in the NS when your leadership skills is more like a freaking template like Microsoft Powerpoint. All you need to do is pick a template and all the Powerpoint slides is beautiful like you did freaking alot to it but all u did was just a freaking click of a button... Lmao...
Im not trying to criticized or anything but im just saying out loud that the people are so used to the regimes you always tend to forget what a normal civilian life is like or the way to react or speak.
